sigh...its like when i see you i get heartbroken..well actually not anymore...but when i saw you yesterday my heart just broke into two...i almost cried infront of everyone but good thing rosanne brought me to the toilet which made me felt much better...i mean its ok if you guys come together i totally dont mind but what broke my heart was when i saw you wearing his...erm....nvm....i know you guys i good friends.god bro.god sis...so i dont blame you or anything, anyway you're totally much better than me...so yeah...and what broke my heart even more was when i saw the photos you guys took together...but yeah like i said i dont blame you.anyway i dont take pictures with him so yeah i guess his taking it with you...and that sentence...sigh...dont know whether you're refering it to him or not....guess now when i see you in school i might cry again.
and im not ignoring or trying to,im leaving you alone cause you're with her..i dont wanna spoil the fun you've been having with her and you shouldnt have come to ps and meet me....you should have continued walking around orchard with her....and left me alone to cry anyway thats the best thing i do...but its not your fault im crying or anything...im just afraid to lose you....
bye bye love...
Shanny thinks:
1)She love her blog so don't spam and rip it.
2)Tag before you leave, thank you(: and if you hate me andbut just come here to bitch then f*ck off(: thank you i totally appreciate it(:
3)People should buy pets from SPCA cause they need a lovely home and someone to love.
4)She is not only fat but ugly too!
5)People who are disfigured or handicapped or kinda slow still deserve a job.
6)People who abuse animals deserves to get punish! >:/
7)People should cover their mouths when they cough or sneeze >:/
8)People should spit in drains and not all over the place!
Hello Stranger.
Shanny LIM
1 August
Leo
Fairfield Methodist Secondary School
sakclabosh@hotmail.com
My best friend
is my son and my girlfriend is my wife.
1)>When I blast music,I wanna be in my own world
2)Sleep on car rides
3)I draw when I'm down but that doesnt mean my drawing is nice
4)Like to keep quiet during rides so dont mind me
5)I might talk alot and sometimes I just keep quiet,I don't know why but please don't say I'm emo cause I ain't
6)I go crazy when I'm sad cause then it'll make me smile
7)You show me attitude then I'll just leave you alone&if you show me more attitude then I have no idea whats your problem
8)Not a big fan of scary movies unless I'm watching it with M.K
9)>I've got a toto chan,two daddy-es,two mummy-es,honey bunny,mimo,flobble,boyfriend,tomato head,mash potato,mama,honey(:
10)I LOVE to have improper meals
11)Don't enjoy racist remarks
12)I MUST sleep with music and nightlights.
13)Hug-ing me when I cry WILL DEFINITELY make me feel better.
14)I can suddenly feel insecured.
Chitty Chatty
they make me very happy.
orange boxer(: sea monkeys!-Thank you Jeremy (: Someone giving/buying me a sunflower<3-Thank you Delia(:
A bouqet of sunflowers<3
VANS shoe Happy Therapy Ball(:-Thank you Derek(:
Bagde,Purse,Mini GiGi doll fromForest 'N' Trees Converse shoe!
shorts from new urban male<3
watch thesunrisewith somebody<3
go to Singapore Museum!
lie on a huge field and watch the clouds i wanna watch the moon with somebody): ,-thank you marissa,jarek & jing xiang(: have a picnic<3-Thank you Karei,Delia,Najib,Shoman,Wei Keong,Mikhail,Eng jie,Si hao,Qin wei,Jarek,Joseph,Brandon ho,Jeffery i wanna go back toNORMANTON PARK(:-thank you marissa(: i wanna go to the art museum(:-thank you marissa and yongzhi & jonathan for accompanying us there(:
To my friends: Please tell my parents about my blog so that they can read this, thank you(:
1)i want my funeral to have music!
the first song that MUST be played is On the side of me by Corrinne May because it mean something to me
the second song will be 1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's because its dedicated to Theng thumb for the sake of memories
the third song will be Beautiful Liar by Shakira & Beyonce because there were good memories to that song
the fourth song will be Tonight by FM Static because it reminds me of kor kor Joshua
the fifth song will be One last breath by Creed because i assume the lyrics were hints but i was too stupid to realise and too late to do anything
then the rest of the songs will be played through my ipod and when all the songs have been played and if there are still people around
play more music through kor kor joshua's mp3.
2)my camera and ipod will go to marissa
3)my clothes and stuff toys will be given to charity
4)my savings will be given to my parents to pay off their debts
5)my handphones can be thrown away
6)my laptop can be given to the less fortunate
7)i want my body to be cremated
8)you can visit my urn once a year(: on my birthday or when you're bored
9)for my parents, when you come please bring a sun flower, you can bring other blah blah blahs but just bring a sun flower
10)my drawings can be given to Benedict Lim
11)all my voodoo dolls can be thrown away
12)i want my current pet to be kept with my mum
13)all of my photographs can be burnt away
14)everything that my friends have given me can be given back to them including the letters and the memories we ever had together
15)and i guess my close friends and family will be given a letter.
