CRIPPLED LITTLE PRETTY GIRL.

today i woke up early): because of dance and miss lim, i had to come early so that she will stop nagging at me haha then came home...do the usual thing,watch tv and use the com haha(: boring! then had dinner with papa(: hehe i brought him to mos burger because he never tried mos burger before! my gosh...then after 2 tops(: then....hehe...theres was this promotion thingy for cybershot(: and since my parents are suppose to get it for me as my christmas present(: hehe(: i started smiling(: big big(: and you know the whole singapore dont have white and black colour anymore! boooo! so i got silver instead...its either that or pink-.- and you know pink aint really my colour so yeah....haha yay i finally got my cybershot!<333 plus im kinda high cause papa bought some liquor chocolate(: hehe taste like medicine though but oh well still kinda nice(:

bye bye love...

to be honest i did give us spare time for the old time again like for us to get retarded but somehow it feels like last year was much easier to get retarded then this year dont you think so and im so confused they have made me smile.and you know i will always be there for you its just that sometimes on the phone when you talk to me on the phone i sound like i dont care that much is because of the person you talk about and im okay with it and all but sometimes im not really sure if you've got over him or not but i really hope you do. and yeah i miss going to normanton too and im waiting for that day(: and thinking about it makes me really excited like right now so lets make plans yeah? and dont worry we can always drink coffee(: just say lim lets get coffee and go crazy haha and you'll see right at the front at the cashier(: and we can always watch movie at lido,we can watch enchanted(: since there no more dance(: and you dont have to miss it when im there for you. just give me call alright? i'll try my best to give you advice. cause you're my bestfriend and i dont wanna see you sad. and honestly saying thats why i like making you smile.and i still do that like last night someone messaged me having a misunderstanding about you i did tell her it was a misunderstanding and dont worry i will still help you. and i miss you too. if you're bored or anything just call me(:

bye bye love...

gosh...i really do miss the old times we used to have. haha like at vivo(: we should get retarded and play like 4 years old again...but maybe when we can find time i guess. gosh we've really been busy but at least we were busy together haha right? i miss the old times. sometimes at night i wanna call you but i think to myself i shouldnt call you cause probably to you it would be a small thing and there was a night during the chalet,on the beach we were talking and you said you rather die and i said do you think about the people who cared for you and you said it wouldnt make a difference yeah well you're wrong.during that night of the chalet,when i got home i cried cause i imagined what it would be like if you wont around and i cried like a crazy ass bitch cause you're the best bestfriend i ever had(: and i seriously didnt want to lose you. and if you realise you're the one that made me smile the most...so yeah it will make a difference. but i just hope you dont cry too much...so yeah...

bye bye love...

i wish i wasnt with you,i regretted everything! and i mean EVERYTHING! i find it so hard to love now. if it wasnt for you i would have been with him you t until now.but no i couldnt take it.fuck man.
gosh you're such a joker,i dont even know if you're serious or not.but i keep thinking you're joking with me.alot of people said he was better than you and i think so too i just hope call this crap can end soon so that we can just be friends again.
whoo whee...people or 'someone' has been asking me to give you a chance,like must really really try but the thing is i just miss you as a friend the only reason we were close cause we were good friends but no its all gone cause you're not treating me like one.oh well.
its all because of you i find it so hard to love,if its not your fault then its my fault. i cry at night because i feel sorry for myself.you're such a jerk. oh gosh i really do regret it.

bye bye love...

im sorry i've changed i seriously dont know what to say, i knew what i wanted to say but i guess i forgot when i wanted to typed it out and i guess im typing it out because i just dont know how to tell you all this...well to be honest im just so afraid that the past might repeat itself like all the bad bad stuff might happen again and you'll be crying and i feel so failure like when i couldnt cheer you up;only he can. And im really happy that you're happy but i guess we'll have less time to hang out with each other but oh well at least you're happy(: and gosh i cant believe im typing this out but i just have to let out all my feelings this way, sometimes when i think about this i feel like crying...its normal right? and i seriously need a hug but i have no one to hug...oh well.And sometimes when you tell me you love me,sorry i dont say it back cause i just have this feeling that you're treating me like him when his not around so no point me saying it back right? its better for you to hear it from him and i guess our plans together will be cancelled but its okay cause i expect you to spend it with him(: im really glad you're happy and hope you're not putting on one of those fake smiles and i also really hope you guys will last damn long! oh gosh i feel like crying now but i cant cause my mum is right infront of me. I guess i wanna type out more things but i have no mood to think what to type right now.
bye.

bye bye love...

hello everyone(: natasha chalet was kinda fun(: its like me,marissa,natasha,jeremy,ian(natasha brother;bloody hell dont get the wrong ian),eng jie and mark went to escape theme park and it was kinda fun(: and you wont want to know what mikhail was doing in the room but dont worry its nothing sick! haha i screamed hell lot(: especially in the haunted house): its like i was suppose to hold marissa then she walk so fast,its like she wasnt scared at all lah so i had to hug natasha haha(: then we played the go-kart then mark bang me! mean right? haha(: but its sad i couldnt stay over): oh well...then we had a bbq(: mikhail did everything and surprisingly it was delicious(: hehe...then marissa helped me cook her famous fish balls with honey(: it may sound disgusting but its damn delicious!(: then after that me and marissa took a walk at pasir ris park...and the yucky part was that we stepped in mud): especially me! my poor slipper and toes were covered in mud! yucks! haha then after i had to go home...me and marissa ran(: haha good work out(: hehe
well other things did happened but i guess im just going to keep it to myself(:
goodbye(:

bye bye love...

hehe today woke up late so couldnt go for dance...oh well...haha(: okay then hmm...i called marissa in the morning and she wanted to meet me at clementi so i was like okay, since i had nothing else better to do...so i went to bathe and got myself ready but then....marissa went back to bed...oh well...i seriously got nothing to say...then i had dinner with my dad at cafe cartel(: dinner was delicious(: hehe...yeah...then we walked around junction 8 haha(: and he wanted to go in the arcade(: and i won myself a mr.potato head(: cool right?(: hehe...well thats the best thing that happened to me all day(: goodbye everyone(:

bye bye love...

1)She love her blog so don't spam and rip it.
2)Tag before you leave, thank you(: and if you hate me andbut just come here to bitch then f*ck off(: thank you i totally appreciate it(:
3)People should buy pets from SPCA cause they need a lovely home and someone to love.
4)She is not only fat but ugly too!
5)People who are disfigured or handicapped or kinda slow still deserve a job.
6)People who abuse animals deserves to get punish! >:/
7)People should cover their mouths when they cough or sneeze >:/
8)People should spit in drains and not all over the place!

Shanny LIM
1 August
Leo
Fairfield Methodist Secondary School
sakclabosh@hotmail.com
My best friend is my son and my girlfriend is my wife.

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1)>When I blast music,I wanna be in my own world
2)Sleep on car rides
3)I draw when I'm down but that doesnt mean my drawing is nice
4)Like to keep quiet during rides so dont mind me
5)I might talk alot and sometimes I just keep quiet,I don't know why but please don't say I'm emo cause I ain't
6)I go crazy when I'm sad cause then it'll make me smile
7)You show me attitude then I'll just leave you alone&if you show me more attitude then I have no idea whats your problem
8)Not a big fan of scary movies unless I'm watching it with M.K
9)>I've got a toto chan,two daddy-es,two mummy-es,honey bunny,mimo,flobble,boyfriend,tomato head,mash potato,mama,honey(:
10)I LOVE to have improper meals
11)Don't enjoy racist remarks
12)I MUST sleep with music and nightlights.
13)Hug-ing me when I cry WILL DEFINITELY make me feel better. 14)I can suddenly feel insecured.

orange boxer(:
~~sea monkeys!~~-Thank you Jeremy (:
~~Someone giving/buying me a sunflower<3~~-Thank you Delia(:
A bouqet of sunflowers<3
VANS shoe
~~Happy Therapy Ball(:~~-Thank you Derek(:
Bagde,Purse,Mini GiGi doll fromForest 'N' Trees
~~Converse shoe!~~
shorts from new urban male<3
watch thesunrisewith somebody<3
go to Singapore Museum!
lie on a huge field and watch the clouds
~~i wanna watch the moon with somebody): ,~~ -thank you marissa,jarek & jing xiang(:
~~have a picnic<3~~-Thank you Karei,Delia,Najib,Shoman,Wei Keong,Mikhail,Eng jie,Si hao,Qin wei,Jarek,Joseph,Brandon ho,Jeffery
~~i wanna go back toNORMANTON PARK(:~~-thank you marissa(:
~~i wanna go to the art museum(:~~-thank you marissa and yongzhi & jonathan for accompanying us there(:

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My WILL

To my friends: Please tell my parents about my blog so that they can read this, thank you(:
1)i want my funeral to have music!
the first song that MUST be played is On the side of me by Corrinne May because it mean something to me
the second song will be 1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's because its dedicated to Theng thumb for the sake of memories
the third song will be Beautiful Liar by Shakira & Beyonce because there were good memories to that song
the fourth song will be Tonight by FM Static because it reminds me of kor kor Joshua
the fifth song will be One last breath by Creed because i assume the lyrics were hints but i was too stupid to realise and too late to do anything
then the rest of the songs will be played through my ipod and when all the songs have been played and if there are still people around play more music through kor kor joshua's mp3.
2)my camera and ipod will go to marissa
3)my clothes and stuff toys will be given to charity
4)my savings will be given to my parents to pay off their debts
5)my handphones can be thrown away
6)my laptop can be given to the less fortunate
7)i want my body to be cremated
8)you can visit my urn once a year(: on my birthday or when you're bored
9)for my parents, when you come please bring a sun flower, you can bring other blah blah blahs but just bring a sun flower
10)my drawings can be given to Benedict Lim
11)all my voodoo dolls can be thrown away
12)i want my current pet to be kept with my mum
13)all of my photographs can be burnt away
14)everything that my friends have given me can be given back to them including the letters and the memories we ever had together
15)and i guess my close friends and family will be given a letter.

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