I wanna migrate to a country with only fat chicks...cause then i would look skinny >:)
bye bye love...
Sunday, August 31, 2008
They make me smile?
Hmm...I dont feel happy :/ I feel like the WHOLE picnic is going to be screwed up :/ Im scared >:( AGAIN! Should i cancel the whole thing? I got a feeling something bad might happen :/ I dont know what to do...If its not screwed up now then it might be screwed up later...oh wells...
Saturday, August 30, 2008
church bbq!
Today after tution rushed to commonwealth, thanks to teh. The BBQ wasnt that great :/ But the staying back part was kinda fun (: Anyways i guess thats it for the day?
P.s. Everyday i think about you so....what does that mean?
P.s. Everyday i think about you so....what does that mean?
Labels: i wont say i miss you but doesnt mean i dont.
bye bye love...
Friday, August 22, 2008
HOT & CUTE
Hot right?
Hmm...Min woo so cute(:
Anyways, i need to go feed my neopets now(:
bye bye love...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE PHANG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE PHANG!
Mama boy(:
Aunty & Uncle <3
Girlfriend & Cousin <3
bye bye love...
Friday, August 15, 2008
Bye bye Cha cha
Hmm...Anyways me and crystal buried Cha cha today, thank you so much Crystal(:
OH! You know today i realise how disgusting i am. Well of course im fat and ugly but i also realise that my eyes are disgusting thanks to my eyes bags, my ear are disgusting because their big, my nose is disgusting thanks to my black heads, my lips are disgusting because ther dry, my forehead is disgusting thanks to my pimples, my cheeks are disgusting because of my pimples too, my toes are disgusting thanks to my dry skin, my fingers are also disgusting because of my dry skin. So yeah.
TO MY NEW NEW NEW NEW HEART BREAKERS!
CAIYI & NAJIB!
OH! You know today i realise how disgusting i am. Well of course im fat and ugly but i also realise that my eyes are disgusting thanks to my eyes bags, my ear are disgusting because their big, my nose is disgusting thanks to my black heads, my lips are disgusting because ther dry, my forehead is disgusting thanks to my pimples, my cheeks are disgusting because of my pimples too, my toes are disgusting thanks to my dry skin, my fingers are also disgusting because of my dry skin. So yeah.
TO MY NEW NEW NEW NEW HEART BREAKERS!
bye bye love...
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Im so sorry
Cha cha died. You know i was so sure i could save her today. Today right after school i went to buy all the vitamins and blah blah blah i even bought freaking lettuce. Everything is my fault. Maybe if i would have gone home earlier i could have saved her. I should have bought those things from the start. Im so sorry Cha cha. Gosh when i saw her not moving my heart sank. I loved her you know. Im so sorry. Anyways i still put water in her container and added some bateria killer thingy? Hoping for a miracle. I dont know if i should buy another one because Bobo cannot be with any turtle. His too selfish and rough. But i feel like buying another but not a healthy one i want to buy a sick one so that i can take care of him/her. I miss Cha cha so much right now. I know i sound like a fool loving and missing my turtle so much but hey she meant something to me. If she still doesnt move tomorrow then i guess thats it. But i dont know where to bury her :/
Im sorry i treated you so cold. I was just sad. Today i was even more sad cause i find that you cant make my heart beat fast anymore. But i dont want to tell you because i dont want you to do it purposely , i want it to be natural and i guess i find that you're already trying and i dont want you to try any harder because that shouldnt be the way. Anyways im sorry, i will try to be more understanding i'll just have to close my eyes.
Im sorry i treated you so cold. I was just sad. Today i was even more sad cause i find that you cant make my heart beat fast anymore. But i dont want to tell you because i dont want you to do it purposely , i want it to be natural and i guess i find that you're already trying and i dont want you to try any harder because that shouldnt be the way. Anyways im sorry, i will try to be more understanding i'll just have to close my eyes.
bye bye love...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I really screwed myself up.
Anyways thank you so much SEBASTIAN! Im going to buy my turtle paradise tomorrow with Mimo.
TO MY NEW NEW NEW HEART BREAKERS!
XIUWEN,TOTO CHAN, CRYSTAL(:
Im so scared you know? I feel so emotionally insecured. Do people say i love you or i miss you because they mean or because their used to it and they have to? Im so sorry for everything. I know im unreasonable, i know i make you sad all the time. Shes much more pretty and skinny than me, no wait there shouldnt even be much more because i cant even be compared to her. I dont wish to care anymore, you know? I try so hard not to care but everytime i try not to care i still feel pain and if i do care i still feel pain and i dont want to tell you anything because i'll just make you sad again, and most probably you might cry again. I have a feeling you will fly away cause thats what happened before. But anyways, im gonna see how things go. Today in the car he told me i got most of my genes from him. Is that why im so unreasonable? So misunderstanding?
You know i was wondering if Cha cha's disease could spread to me? Then maybe i can check-in into a hospital, you know i heard from quite afew people that you will lose weight when you're in the hospital? Anyways even if i manage to check-in into a hospital i'll do it secretly, as in no one will know except my family members. Then i can go MIA from everything and almost everyone :/ Then i can start a new leaf. Anyways, these few days i've been feeling really cold, hopefully i got fever, high fever, dengue fever?
I dont know. I hate my body and face to the core. I feel so fat even xiuwen and crystal and annetta saw my HUGE tummy and my face is just a fuck face, i dont even understand how people can look at me. I feel scaring my whole body and face. I just hate it.
I want my talking heart buddy to stay beside me i feel so emotionally insecured.
And why do people do things to make themselves suicidal? My brother told me that if people kill themselves then their just selfish. What if the person who is killing him or herself thinks that no one loves him or her? But actually he or she doesnt even know the fact. What if the person doesnt want to face the truth? What if the person found out that he or she is being loved but they just want to be left alone and continue to be suicidal? But why? Is the feeling of suffering that nice? I know i might be asking the obvious but do they really think about it?
TO MY NEW NEW NEW HEART BREAKERS!
XIUWEN,TOTO CHAN, CRYSTAL(:
Im so scared you know? I feel so emotionally insecured. Do people say i love you or i miss you because they mean or because their used to it and they have to? Im so sorry for everything. I know im unreasonable, i know i make you sad all the time. Shes much more pretty and skinny than me, no wait there shouldnt even be much more because i cant even be compared to her. I dont wish to care anymore, you know? I try so hard not to care but everytime i try not to care i still feel pain and if i do care i still feel pain and i dont want to tell you anything because i'll just make you sad again, and most probably you might cry again. I have a feeling you will fly away cause thats what happened before. But anyways, im gonna see how things go. Today in the car he told me i got most of my genes from him. Is that why im so unreasonable? So misunderstanding?
You know i was wondering if Cha cha's disease could spread to me? Then maybe i can check-in into a hospital, you know i heard from quite afew people that you will lose weight when you're in the hospital? Anyways even if i manage to check-in into a hospital i'll do it secretly, as in no one will know except my family members. Then i can go MIA from everything and almost everyone :/ Then i can start a new leaf. Anyways, these few days i've been feeling really cold, hopefully i got fever, high fever, dengue fever?
I dont know. I hate my body and face to the core. I feel so fat even xiuwen and crystal and annetta saw my HUGE tummy and my face is just a fuck face, i dont even understand how people can look at me. I feel scaring my whole body and face. I just hate it.
I want my talking heart buddy to stay beside me i feel so emotionally insecured.
And why do people do things to make themselves suicidal? My brother told me that if people kill themselves then their just selfish. What if the person who is killing him or herself thinks that no one loves him or her? But actually he or she doesnt even know the fact. What if the person doesnt want to face the truth? What if the person found out that he or she is being loved but they just want to be left alone and continue to be suicidal? But why? Is the feeling of suffering that nice? I know i might be asking the obvious but do they really think about it?
bye bye love...
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Im sorry Cha cha
Shit man! I cant afford to go to the freaking vet! And my mum saysits too expensive too -.- Argh! And please dont think i can just buy another one yeah sure i can buy another but thats not how it works okay. I do love Cha cha and if she die then maybe i'll buy another one just for it to accompany Bobo but that doesnt mean i have a mind set of not caring if my turtle die or not because i do care and i dont treat turtles like some stupid toy that costs less than 5 bucks! And NO! I am not going to release it at the dirty! smelly! full of shit pond! Im going to try my best to take care of Cha cha! >:/
READ IT! -> http://terrapinrescue.bravehost.com/terrapin_sickness.html
READ IT! -> http://terrapinrescue.bravehost.com/terrapin_sickness.html
bye bye love...
Poor Cha cha, im sorry.
Fuck. Cha cha has a freaking disease! WTF! I took such good care of her): where did i go wrong D: No wonder Cha cha doesnt eat and keeps opening her mouth. Shit i didnt know she was driving to breathe i thought she was trying to talk to Bobo or something. Shit man! Wth! Woah this sucks man i think i need to take her to the vet :/
You can check it out if you want http://pethealth.lifelearn.com/index.php?view=pageView&pageid=100001878
You can check it out if you want http://pethealth.lifelearn.com/index.php?view=pageView&pageid=100001878
bye bye love...
Booby & Kuku
Hello(:
I want my turtle paradise badly :/ Just now when i cleaned Bobo's and Cha cha's tank i saw blood at Cha cha's tail :/ i dont know what to do. I feel so bad...
Its like Bobo went to Cha cha and stare at me so i stared back then he looked at Cha cha's tail and stare at me again, its like his trying to tell me something lah! And he actually bend his head and look at Cha cha's tail. Is Cha cha pregnant? sick? menstration? pee-ing problem?
Its like she sleep soooo much and i've never seen her eat before. Someone help me): I guess im gonna get a turtle paradise soon, i want Bobo and Cha cha to be happy.
To MY NEW NEW HEART BREAKERS!
Desmond & Mimo
Anyways i bought these for him :
Booby(:
Kuku(:
I want my turtle paradise badly :/ Just now when i cleaned Bobo's and Cha cha's tank i saw blood at Cha cha's tail :/ i dont know what to do. I feel so bad...
Its like Bobo went to Cha cha and stare at me so i stared back then he looked at Cha cha's tail and stare at me again, its like his trying to tell me something lah! And he actually bend his head and look at Cha cha's tail. Is Cha cha pregnant? sick? menstration? pee-ing problem?
Its like she sleep soooo much and i've never seen her eat before. Someone help me): I guess im gonna get a turtle paradise soon, i want Bobo and Cha cha to be happy.
To MY NEW NEW HEART BREAKERS!
Desmond & Mimo
Anyways i bought these for him :
Booby(:
Kuku(:
bye bye love...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
ISLAND CREAMERY!
HELLO!
Hmm...Well...Today i made my dad piss AGAIN, heh(: then waited for Jarek(: OH! OH! We had ice-cream for lunch at Island Creamery- i think i spelled the name right. Anyways it was DELICIOUS! .
Hmm..anyways talked to talking heart buddy on the phone last night, thank you for helping me out(: OH! And i finally watched Mulan(: Gonna watch Mulan II tonight(:
AND I WANT TO WATCH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3! >:)
P.s. I dont understand what you're thinking.
Hmm...Well...Today i made my dad piss AGAIN, heh(: then waited for Jarek(: OH! OH! We had ice-cream for lunch at Island Creamery- i think i spelled the name right. Anyways it was DELICIOUS! .
Hmm..anyways talked to talking heart buddy on the phone last night, thank you for helping me out(: OH! And i finally watched Mulan(: Gonna watch Mulan II tonight(:
AND I WANT TO WATCH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3! >:)
P.s. I dont understand what you're thinking.
bye bye love...
Friday, August 08, 2008
Hmm...today was kinda sucky? Especially in the afternoon! And partly in the morning...It was super duper hot! And i sweating like a dog! I had to hold on to Mr.Liew's bag just to walk fast ): Thank you Mr.Liew(:
Hmm...then...Crystal, Delia, Vanessa, Jarek and Brandon ho came over to my place, Crystal brought Ghost along then Ghost, Bobo and Cha cha spent time together(: Hmm...Then everyone got so bored they got addicted to the TV, sorry everyone):
( Photos have been deleted for certain reasons (: )
Hmm...then...Crystal, Delia, Vanessa, Jarek and Brandon ho came over to my place, Crystal brought Ghost along then Ghost, Bobo and Cha cha spent time together(: Hmm...Then everyone got so bored they got addicted to the TV, sorry everyone):
( Photos have been deleted for certain reasons (: )
Ghost(:
bye bye love...
Thursday, August 07, 2008
i want more turtles!
hello everyone(:
hmm...today i wasnt that happy....okay lah but not very but then this sec 1i boy made me laugh alot(: haha! so yeah...then met up with mama, went to science park to eat subway(: he was suppose to teach me how to improve my drawings but we ended up drawing stick mans which turned out to be a condom advertisement(: heh. Anyways yesterday was crazy! Went to anchorpoint with Crystal and Vanessa then bought a turtle for CRYSTAL! haha yeah(: OH!
TO MY NEW HEART BREAKER!
CHEW CAIYI(:
hmm...today i wasnt that happy....okay lah but not very but then this sec 1i boy made me laugh alot(: haha! so yeah...then met up with mama, went to science park to eat subway(: he was suppose to teach me how to improve my drawings but we ended up drawing stick mans which turned out to be a condom advertisement(: heh. Anyways yesterday was crazy! Went to anchorpoint with Crystal and Vanessa then bought a turtle for CRYSTAL! haha yeah(: OH!
TO MY NEW HEART BREAKER!
CHEW CAIYI(:
Thank you Marissa(:
bye bye love...
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
other gifts!
TO MY HEART BREAKER!
CRYSTAL TAN!
Thank you Karei, Caiyi,Delia, Joseph & kor kor mark(:
Meet BOBO & CHA CHA!
Bobo(: i think he doesnt like me though :/ his always running away from me): and he doesnt let me touch his head >:'(
CRYSTAL TAN!
Thank you Karei, Caiyi,Delia, Joseph & kor kor mark(:
Meet BOBO & CHA CHA!
Bobo(: i think he doesnt like me though :/ his always running away from me): and he doesnt let me touch his head >:'(
Cha Cha! Shes a heavy sleeper(: and super friendly(:
See! They horny already! heh(:
bye bye love...
Saturday, August 02, 2008
SHANNY DAY!
SHANNY DAY(:
Started off at vivo(:
Then went to bukit batok for Mernel's birthday, OH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERNEL(:
I got myself a disciple(:
Then after that went down to Lau pa sat for dinner(:
I naturally smile like my father(:
Hello, im KAREI's NEW disciple(:
Aww(:
sore eyes<3
Thank you all for coming(: but sad to say Delia left but at least i manage to spend almost all afternoon and half of the evening with her(: but mikhail and his girlfriend left :/ oh wells.
bye bye love...
Friday, August 01, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNY!
haha(: got to admit today was quite sian but after school...hehe(: so sad caiyi couldnt come :/ oh wells. At least shes coming on Shanny day(: which is today? haha! Whoot!
Anyways thank you to those people who gave me presents and wished me(:
Caiyi, Jarek, Marissa, Amos, Delia, Karei, Si hao, Rosanne, Saranya, Arina, Evelyn, Belda, Audrey, Yongzhi, Jonathan, Caleb, Derek, Melody, Rachel Tang, Jason, Crystal, Xin ni, Melissa, Xiuwen, Wei Ming, Zoey, Najib, Eng Jie, Jeremy, Asher, Fina, Wei Keong, De hua, Zack, Kor kor, Valerie, Desmond, Yoga, Mimo, Darren Tan, Yong something(sorry i dont know how to spell his name :/), Claudia, Kian
and i cant remember already- sorry if i left anyone out but thank you(:
Anyways i deleted the candids and some pictures cause i THOUGHT blogger couldnt eat up all my photos BUT THEN someone could see the post. stupid computer -.- anyways i too lazy liao, i hope blogger can eat up all my photos for shanny day(:
i know i look like toot okay!
haha(: got to admit today was quite sian but after school...hehe(: so sad caiyi couldnt come :/ oh wells. At least shes coming on Shanny day(: which is today? haha! Whoot!
Anyways thank you to those people who gave me presents and wished me(:
Caiyi, Jarek, Marissa, Amos, Delia, Karei, Si hao, Rosanne, Saranya, Arina, Evelyn, Belda, Audrey, Yongzhi, Jonathan, Caleb, Derek, Melody, Rachel Tang, Jason, Crystal, Xin ni, Melissa, Xiuwen, Wei Ming, Zoey, Najib, Eng Jie, Jeremy, Asher, Fina, Wei Keong, De hua, Zack, Kor kor, Valerie, Desmond, Yoga, Mimo, Darren Tan, Yong something(sorry i dont know how to spell his name :/), Claudia, Kian
and i cant remember already- sorry if i left anyone out but thank you(:
Anyways i deleted the candids and some pictures cause i THOUGHT blogger couldnt eat up all my photos BUT THEN someone could see the post. stupid computer -.- anyways i too lazy liao, i hope blogger can eat up all my photos for shanny day(:
i know i look like toot okay!
PASTAMANIA!
class photo(:
they nervous lor!
Went for family dinner at OISHI PIZZA!
there was one more medium size pan, shoots there were hell lot of food ):
My presents(:
Delia gave me a orange top(: but my mum washed it already, so its wet o.O
bye bye love...
