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bye bye love...

Hello Everyone(:
Holiday has started(: Wheee... Haha I guess things are getting better.
Anyways...Last night was sort of a killer...Wow...I blame the ash in the drink. I BLAME THE ASH IN THE DRINK! >8/
Anyways thank you Marissa & Delia for helping me yesterday and wiping my saliva of my cheek? Haha.
And...I watched High School Muscial 3 today

It was AWESOME(french accent) ! Super duper awesome! Made me tear. And troy was....oooo lala (cheeky face) Haha seriously (:
So sad there won't be anymore High School Musical ):
It was just awesome lah! Haha can't help it but be so happy i watched it (;
And then a STUPID moth attacked me while i was showering! It even hit me! >:(
And its not a baby moth okay...Its like..The size of a bottle cap?
Its disgusting! And i actually scream...Which my mama mad :/ Heh

Thats about it....Im craving for coffee now...Dont know why o.O
Goodbye Everyone(:

bye bye love...

I feel like eating MacDonalds with the guy i love :/
Im not spending your money.
Im not taking anytime from you.
Im don't want to be your burden anymore.

bye bye love...

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you & I miss you.
And I only saw you like about 1 hour ago? Or more.
Today is the last day I'm going to see you.
At least i got to hug you for the last time.
I don't wish to explain.
I don't care if you don't care about me anymore.
I don't care if you don't love me anymore.
I don't care who you hang out with anymore.
I don't care who you flirt with anymore.
I don't care which girl you touch.
I don't care which girl you sit with.
I don't care which girl you made cry.
I don't care which girl you made scream.
I don't care which girl you made plans with.
I don't care which girl you watch movies with.
I don't care which girl you watch the beautiful scenaries with.
I don't care if you don't call me anymore.
I don't care which girl you're with anymore.
Just please let me continue to be yours. I don't care how much it hurts me cause its good enough that i feel one step closer to you.
I don't care what people think of me when I'm sad cause in a way i don't blame you guys.
I mean its my problem, so i dont see why i should tell anyone? I mean yeah i will tell someone just not right away,
i need time you know.
I hope everyone understands.
And all this while i thought i was numb but I was actually lying to myself.
I hate myself cause i made my life like this.
Yes can you actually believe life is like this? Yes its that sucky.
I wish i was forever in kindergarden, why?
Cause whenever bad things are coming our way...Our parents will always be there to prevent it just to see us smile as long as we can until its bed time.
Oh wells.
Thank you for accompanying me today, Xiuwen(: And yes with the help of Starbucks coffee, product of USA (: Its like a happy pill. Heh.
Feel free to message me when you're bored.

Labels: You're like a friend i've fallen deeply in love with.

bye bye love...

Hello Everyone(:
Hmm...Do you think its possible for someone who gets heartbroken so often and has a "strong" mindset, make him/herself feel numb?
Numb as in...Not feel anything at all? Like completely nothing...Like...Not sad, not angry, not happy but can still smile but doesnt have that joyful feeling-which is obviously sucky.
Do you think its possible?
But if its possible then she wouldnt be human right?
So its impossible? Im like talking to myself -.-
But if it is impossible...Then how come im feeling like that?
Is it because i keep lying to myself? Well i guess i still do feel something? If i force myself too.
Yeah well...I dont know if i can naturally feel it? Do you get what i mean? I feel like im not making sense.
Yeah well...I guess after typing all this out...Its kinda impossible...I guess...I still feel alittle something? Fear maybe? Love? :x
I feel fucked up :/

He gave me this

Unfolded;

I started playing with my camera (:

THE END!

bye bye love...

You know while i was on the bus today, i was thinking,
how would i be like when i grow up?
I mean not how i'll look like and blah blah blah but how am i going to start thinking?
No as in how will it be like when i start thinking about my past which is now.
Like, I'll pass by somewhere and remember certain things.
I mean i know it'll be same like how i think about my childhood but to me i dont think its the same?
Like most of my memorable moments started when i'm in secondary school.
Ah yah i also dont know what im talking about...Need to do more thinking.
But you know now, its like our feelings very complicated and blah blah blah?
I find it so weird and lucky that they didnt experience it. Both of them knew what they wanted and they were very straight forward.
But at the same time i wish they had experienced it cause i want to know when will this end.
Hmm...I find myself very bullshit now...But oh well.
Goodnight everyone (:

bye bye love...

You know what, i give up already. Im sorry. I know you dont want me to give you the dont care attitude but i really have no more choice. My heart is numb. I cant feel anything now, you know or not?
You promised me last night you'll let me know what you're doing when you go out. What are you doing now? I don't fucking know...Why? Because you broke your promise. I hate your promises. I hate your...I'll buy for you this...I hate your...I'll bring you to blah blah blah cause it never happens and i hate to get my hopes up for nothing.
I bet your "lets buy dinner and go somewhere nice to eat" will never ever come true.
Lets just forget everything you said you'll bring me to
Lets just forget everything you said you'll buy for me
Lets just forget everything you said you promise
Lets just forget everything that will make you happy because i give up.
Yes, I fianlly give up.
Go ahead and talk to that pretty girl.
Because No, shanny wont mind anymore.
She can't feel anything anymore.
She'll forever be crying because she just cant be happy for a day.
Goodbye and Take care of yourself.

Labels: Sorry.

bye bye love...

Hello Everyone,
I'm so happy, you believe? Ha! If you do then you're one hell of an idiot.
Wanted to go to Darren church today but decided not to cause i felt like a burden. So yeah.
Anyways, exam is finally over. Yay.
You know what?
I feel fucked up again.
I always do...Haha no surprise to that right.
You always treat me nice when your friends(girls) arent there. Why?
Why am i like nothing when their there? Are you that ashamed to be with me?
I really feel mother fucking fucked up.
You know what, I really hate boys.
HATE.
To SOMEONE new
NO YOU DONT TELL ME "Everytime mood swing mood swing (fuck face)"
Would you like to know why?
CAUSE ITS NOT MOTHER FUCKING MOOD SWINGS ASS HOLE!
I'VE GOT MY DAMN RIGHT REASONS TO BE MOODY, ITS JUST THAT YOU DONT KNOW MY FUCKED UP REASON!
I EASILY GET SAD CAN OR NOT?
IM BORN LIKE THAT, CAN OR NOT?
Fuck lah this world.

Labels: I'm fucked up again, Oh yeah

bye bye love...

Hello Everyone,
I'm feeling shitty today. My heart is aching. My chest hurts. I'm tired of controlling my tears.
You know the counsellor gave me this paper to give to my parents and the paper said that they should listen to what I have to say and blah blah blah but these few days i feel like im talking to myself. Oh wells.
You said i was ugly and i said okay. Im not offended, I know im ugly...You said it was cause of my fringe...Whatever dude. I guess i have an advantage of keeping my fringe...It covers my face when i cry. And i love it for that...Plus it covers my face which doesnt let people see my whole face...Arent i being considerate?
Im not blinding people. You should be proud and not randomly telling me how ugly i am.
I feel shitty.
I don't kow whats happening to me. I feel like a over sensitive piece of shit.
I hate boys...Yes i really do. I wish i was a lesbian...Wonderful Shanny you made another mistake.
I guess i only love 2 guys in my life...and 1 man? Well...Maybe not...I still do love my friends and "brothers".
I want to be alone, i feel lonely...Whats wrong with me? Am i just feeling insecured? How the hell should I know?!
I want to go buy stuff...Why? Cause it'll make me smile...Yeah...It will make me smile.
Oh he hasnt message me...I aint complaining...I know his having fun...Its late...We have exams...I dont even know if his allowed to go out...Why? HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW! Im fine...Im completely fine.
I want to be his second hand, meaning Im there when he needs me and I'll be gone if he doesnt.
You know what? I aint going to give a shit.
I'M GOING TO WATCH A COMEDY SHOW AND BE HAPPY AND IM GONNA LAUGH MY ASS OFF WHEN THEY DO OR SAY SOMETHING FUNNY!...JEALOUS?! YOU FUCKING SHOULD BE!
Thank you for your time(:
OH!
Happy Birthday Caleb & Asher
(Happy now caleb? (: )

Labels: You didnt understand me when i was little. You don't understand me now.

bye bye love...

Hello Everyone,
This week was a sad week yes? :/ Anyways...Sort of celebrated Me & Delia's Anniversary by going to visit Gina. Seriously miss her alot...Even felt like crying :/ i miss you mummy. No matter how much i laugh and smile i know deep down there is something/someone missing. :/ Oh and i watched The house bunny...Kinda funny i guess...the show made me cry -.- Oh man.

Some people prefer to cry at night, some people prefer to sleep.
Some people prefer to starve so that they can be skinny, some people prefer to eat and exercise.
Some people prefer to watch people smile, some people prefer to hide behind a wall and watch.
Some people would do anything to get fame, some people just wouldn't bother.
Some people do what makes them feel good, some people think about the consequences.
Some people prefer to cut themselves, some people prefer to call someone.
Some people prefer to bottle up all their misery inside, some people choose to let them all out.
Some people prefer to put on a smile, some people arent afraid to show how they feel.
Some people cut themselves cause they think its fun, some people cut themselves hoping they would end up in the hospital when they wake up.
Some people prefer to drink their sorrows away, some people prefer to take drugs.
Some people prefer to think about their life, some people just want to have fun and only fun.
Some people cry almost everynight, some people prefer to sleep.
Some people choose to runaway, some people choose to seek help.
Some people think that there are no more hope for them, some people make an effort to find hope.
Some people worry only about money, some people worry about how their going to get through another day.
Some people smile easily, some people cry easily.
Some people regret many things, some people just laugh and move on.
Some people gossip alot, some people are just the listeners.
Some people choose to sacrifice everything, some people just want to think of their needs.

I'll will be waiting for the day you call me your dear daughter again, mummy. I miss you.

bye bye love...

1)She love her blog so don't spam and rip it.
2)Tag before you leave, thank you(: and if you hate me andbut just come here to bitch then f*ck off(: thank you i totally appreciate it(:
3)People should buy pets from SPCA cause they need a lovely home and someone to love.
4)She is not only fat but ugly too!
5)People who are disfigured or handicapped or kinda slow still deserve a job.
6)People who abuse animals deserves to get punish! >:/
7)People should cover their mouths when they cough or sneeze >:/
8)People should spit in drains and not all over the place!

Shanny LIM
1 August
Leo
Fairfield Methodist Secondary School
sakclabosh@hotmail.com
My best friend is my son and my girlfriend is my wife.

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1)>When I blast music,I wanna be in my own world
2)Sleep on car rides
3)I draw when I'm down but that doesnt mean my drawing is nice
4)Like to keep quiet during rides so dont mind me
5)I might talk alot and sometimes I just keep quiet,I don't know why but please don't say I'm emo cause I ain't
6)I go crazy when I'm sad cause then it'll make me smile
7)You show me attitude then I'll just leave you alone&if you show me more attitude then I have no idea whats your problem
8)Not a big fan of scary movies unless I'm watching it with M.K
9)>I've got a toto chan,two daddy-es,two mummy-es,honey bunny,mimo,flobble,boyfriend,tomato head,mash potato,mama,honey(:
10)I LOVE to have improper meals
11)Don't enjoy racist remarks
12)I MUST sleep with music and nightlights.
13)Hug-ing me when I cry WILL DEFINITELY make me feel better. 14)I can suddenly feel insecured.

orange boxer(:
~~sea monkeys!~~-Thank you Jeremy (:
~~Someone giving/buying me a sunflower<3~~-Thank you Delia(:
A bouqet of sunflowers<3
VANS shoe
~~Happy Therapy Ball(:~~-Thank you Derek(:
Bagde,Purse,Mini GiGi doll fromForest 'N' Trees
~~Converse shoe!~~
shorts from new urban male<3
watch thesunrisewith somebody<3
go to Singapore Museum!
lie on a huge field and watch the clouds
~~i wanna watch the moon with somebody): ,~~ -thank you marissa,jarek & jing xiang(:
~~have a picnic<3~~-Thank you Karei,Delia,Najib,Shoman,Wei Keong,Mikhail,Eng jie,Si hao,Qin wei,Jarek,Joseph,Brandon ho,Jeffery
~~i wanna go back toNORMANTON PARK(:~~-thank you marissa(:
~~i wanna go to the art museum(:~~-thank you marissa and yongzhi & jonathan for accompanying us there(:

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Peeps.

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Sha
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My WILL

To my friends: Please tell my parents about my blog so that they can read this, thank you(:
1)i want my funeral to have music!
the first song that MUST be played is On the side of me by Corrinne May because it mean something to me
the second song will be 1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's because its dedicated to Theng thumb for the sake of memories
the third song will be Beautiful Liar by Shakira & Beyonce because there were good memories to that song
the fourth song will be Tonight by FM Static because it reminds me of kor kor Joshua
the fifth song will be One last breath by Creed because i assume the lyrics were hints but i was too stupid to realise and too late to do anything
then the rest of the songs will be played through my ipod and when all the songs have been played and if there are still people around play more music through kor kor joshua's mp3.
2)my camera and ipod will go to marissa
3)my clothes and stuff toys will be given to charity
4)my savings will be given to my parents to pay off their debts
5)my handphones can be thrown away
6)my laptop can be given to the less fortunate
7)i want my body to be cremated
8)you can visit my urn once a year(: on my birthday or when you're bored
9)for my parents, when you come please bring a sun flower, you can bring other blah blah blahs but just bring a sun flower
10)my drawings can be given to Benedict Lim
11)all my voodoo dolls can be thrown away
12)i want my current pet to be kept with my mum
13)all of my photographs can be burnt away
14)everything that my friends have given me can be given back to them including the letters and the memories we ever had together
15)and i guess my close friends and family will be given a letter.

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